新冠疫情的爆发或许是今年最重大的灾难，在这场人类浩劫之中，有太多的眼泪默默流淌，痛苦的，感动的……2019级预防一班于9月28日上午10点在浩园举办读书会，309小组的同学为大家讲述了一部评分9.6的纪录片《人间世•抗疫特别节目》。
这部纪录片没有刻意的煽情，它用冷静却不冷酷的镜头，记录着最真实疫情故事，真实自有万钧之力。“红区”、“相遇”、“面孔”、“雷神山纪事”……这些专题让我们了解疫情区严阵以待和生死攸关的形势，展现这一宏大的历史事件中，不同人之间的相识和相守、整个第一线治疗团队的生死百态为民奔波、勇敢可爱的逆行者们。故事的落脚点总是在医者仁心的细微动作，而这些动作在沉稳有力的旁白中，被不失温度地讲述，让我们为此而哭，也为这些时代逆行者们默默祝福。
第一集《红区》与第三集《雷神山纪事》都讲到了抉择。12床病人的糖尿病让他的右腿迅速坏疽，必须尽快截肢，一旦拔管去其他医院做手术，病人能不能在没有呼吸机的情况下活下去，又是一个未知数。另一方面，这位病人已经81岁了。医生们是为他穷尽一切手段，还是将精力机会留给其他更年轻的病人。这无疑又是一个两难选择。如果说陈澍医生面对的，是一位病人的两种生命危险，那么王维俊所在的ECMO团队面对的则是如何在两个病人之间抉择生命。ICU病房的5床和15床，是病情最严重的两个病人。他们都急需这唯一一台ECMO。5床患有恶性肿瘤，病情更为严重，而15床如果错过窗口期，就会错失脱机康复的机会。拯救濒死之人，还是挽救可救之人，生命的分量如此沉重，可全压在医生肩上。最让我们震撼的一点是医生对于每个生命的珍视和负责，在医生眼中生命是平等的，不是用利益最大化这种世俗价值观来评定的。
12床的病人保住了性命，却截掉了右腿，15床病人康复出院，和王维俊相约去爬珞珈山，而5床的病人，则在插入ECMO的51个小时之后，不幸离世。医学有时能治愈，常常去帮助，总是去安慰。这些逆行者，在与死神逆行相悖时，也在内心时刻处于伦理困境。
除了这些命悬一线，医护人员们最常面临的，还有闷热防护服、长期与外界隔离、突发状况、以及患者不配合等困难。在《面孔》这一集医护人员回忆了许多令自己印象深刻的事，我们才发现原来他们也是父母的掌中宝，孩子的擎天柱，也会无助，也时刻面临着感染的风险，可面对新冠的那一刻，他们就是所向披靡的战士，他们永远不会停下脚步，因为疾病不等人，人生没有暂停键。
这部纪录片中有有险，也有爱，健康的母亲进入病房照顾患有多种疾病的儿子，护士哄着抵抗治疗的老人一口口喝下米粥，医生陪着病情好转的病人看日出……北岛曾说“是爱的光线醒来，照亮零度以上的风景。”人世间真情不灭，支撑彼此不再踌躇孤单，深深感动着我们。
有人说，当生命遭遇悬崖时才会看到生命力的存在，在这场与病毒的博弈中，我们看到了最真实的人间世，如果苦难有意义，一是教给我们珍惜，二是教给我们不要忘记。愿我们都能于这次疫情中学会心怀感恩，热爱生命！
light in the darkness
The outbreak of coVID-19 is perhaps the most serious disaster of the year. There are too many tears flowing silently, painful and touching... Our class held a meeting at 10 am on September 28. The students from group 309 shared a documentary— "life Matters" .
This documentary is not deliberately sensational, it uses calm but not cold lens, recording the most real story of the epidemic. the real has its own power. All the topics enable us to understand the situation of emergency and life-or-death situation in the epidemic area and show the acquaintance and solidarity between different people in this grand historical event. The ending point of the story is always the subtle actions of the healer's benevolence, and these actions are told in the calm and powerful narration without losing the temperature, which makes us cry and bless.
Both the first and third episodes refer to the “choice”. 12- patients had to have their limbs amputated as soon as possible, and once they went to another hospital for surgery, it was unclear whether hewould be able to survive without ventilators. On the other hand, he was 81 years old. Will the doctors do everything they can for him, or will they leave the energy to other younger patients? This is another dilemma. If Dr Chen is dealing with two life-threatening situations in one patient, then Dr Wang's ECMO team is dealing with the choice between two patients. The 5 and 15 beds in the ICU were the two sickest patients. They all desperately need this one and only ECMO. 5-patient had malignant tumours that were more severe, while 15-patient would have missed their chance of recovery. Saving the dying, or saving the rescuable. The weight of life is so heavy, it rests entirely on the doctor's shoulders. The most striking thing is that doctors value and take responsibility for every life. In doctors' eyes, life is equal, not evaluated by secular values. 12-patients were kept alive but had their right legs amputated. 15-patient were released. 5-patients were killed 51 hours after he was placed in an ECMO. Medicine sometimes cures, often helps, always comforts. These doctors, when contrary to death's renegades, are also in an ethical dilemma at heart.
There are many other difficulties that health care workers most often face. In the fourth episode, the medical staff recalled a lot of impressive things, and we found out that they were also children, parents, helpless and in danger of life all the time. But at the moment of disease, they are invincible warriors who will never stop.
There is also "love" in this documentary. The healthy mother take care of her son suffering from a variety of diseases, the nurse coax the old man who resisted treatment to eat rice porridge, the doctor accompanied the patient to watch the sunrise... The BeiDao once said, "It is the light of love that wakes up and illuminates the landscape above zero." The truth in the world is not out, deeply moved us.
It is said that only when life meets the cliff can we see the existence of vitality. In this game with the virus, we see the most real human life. If suffering is meaningful, one is to teach us to cherish, and the other is telling us not to forget. May we all learn to be grateful and love life in this epidemic!
